Hi everyone! Welcome to 2025!
How were your holidays? My time off ended up being rather exhausting for a variety of reasons which was hard to sit with, since I was *hoping* it would feel more rejuvenating, especially after an exhausting year in general. That being said, I feel like God is telling me that I need to learn to better rest during my regular days and weeks, and not overly look to any breaks or holidays as my hope for feeling better rested.
I read the book Sacred Rest over the past two weeks and am considering Matthew 11:28-30 to be my verses for the year… “Come to me all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.” (emphasis added)
I need to first and foremost go to Jesus for rest… not overly looking to the perfect schedule, holiday break, or outdoor adventure to solve my chronic rest deprivation and nervous system overactivation!
Sources of fatigue / overwhelm I am looking to eliminate or reduce in the coming months: saying yes (to people, plans, responsibilities) when I really mean no (aka not people pleasing), the constant feeling of needing to do things (aka being a slave to tasks — they will never be finished, there is ALWAYS more to do), and stimulation in general (less noise, less phone, more silence, etc.).
Sources of rest / revitalization I am looking to add or increase in the coming months: time outdoors connecting with Alec or friends (NECESSARY for me to feel inspired / rested), staying organized with my organization systems so life doesn’t feel as chaotic and so my thoughts and ideas “have a place” (other than overly occupying space in my head), and continuing to work on my health so that my sleep improves. (It is still bad for normal standards but has significantly improved over the past month which is huge!)
How are you feeling as we head into the new year? Were your holidays restful or do you feel like you need a vacation from your so-called vacation???
Even with the discouragement and tiredness from the past couple of weeks, I still of course managed to enjoy some tasty eats throughout the holidays! Note that my eating might look a bit different than it used to, as I’ve been addressing my health issues. More on that at some point in the coming weeks or months!
Eating, no matter what, in my opinion should be rooted in ENJOYMENT. “When the JOY goes out eating, NUTRITION SUFFERS!” It is when we have a healthy relationship with food as a necessary foundation that we are able to incorporate things like nutrition science and functional nutrition principles in truly healthy and healing ways.
Recapping some Christmas / New Years’ / holiday eats: